week 16

2015 was a year that i remember at some points and not during others. i started dating my boyfriend Luke. i wrecked a snowmobile for the first time. i was in the hospital twice and still have to go back and visit now. i had my first job at Snyder village as an R.A and a activity aide. i loved it there but it was kind of boring and then after a few months of working there i was in the hospital for seizures and had to get a leave of absence for work. they told me i was welcome back at any time but was told to get some rest. i ended up not going back and just working for my parents and enjoying my summer then school started and i began coop still working for my parents and have decided that i was going into cosmetology as a career and have got it down to 2 schools to choose between. its been an okay year i just hope from here on out every year gets better.

week 15

there is this house in washington that reminds me of the grizwalds. lights are strung up and down the sides of the house and the top of the roof. then outside in the front yard all of the trees are full of lights along with tons of reindeer and sleighs and greetings lit up in the yard. when ever i drive past the house it is so pretty. but the best part yet is that when you drive by you can hear the lits flash to the beat of the music playing outside from there house. one day when i have my own house i was have the brightest house in town i love christmas lights and decorations although it is a lot of work.

week 14

well lets start with i dont really remember who i was before my brain injury which was a little over a year and a half ago. but i can tell you that u have taught me so much and i have came a long ways since then. i have changed in many ways that some wouldnt understand. i was able to read and write again but i also was able to pass with A's both my sophomore and junior year. i do miss all my friends and being able to never have to study and going to every school event and playing every sport but things have changed and i do miss them but i am  okay with it because i have learned a great life lesson.

week 13

our holiday traditon for thanksgiving is to go up north to Wisconsin to and decorate my aunts house. we celebrate thanksgiving day by cooking Turkey rolls and mashed potatoes with plenty of desserts. we always a new project each year like redoing a bathroom or making new decorations or hanging a mantelpiece and more. we put up a little Christmas tree in the window and me and my sister get to hang the lights on it and then we usually get to take our first ride on our snowmobiles. the last part of the traditon is to go to the restaurant in town called DJ's for breakfast. now i cant wait to go up this year.

week 12

miss hudson maybe we actually have something in common because i defiantly still have "Barbie Girl". i got the song in the first place because i used to love playing with barbies and when my brother first played the song i danced everywhere to it and he just happened to have it on his iTunes so when i took all of his music and heard that song was on there i was so excited. i still sing every word but havnt listened to it in awhile. im not sure when it stopped being cool but i guessing when i was in middle school because that's probably the last time i actually listened to it with other people.

week 11

the worst advice ive ever been given was when someone told me that i needed to leave my boyfriend and move on...well at the time i thought it was the worst advice so of coarse i didnt listen. i did my own thing an apologized and forgot about it and tried to make things work out. thats when everything continued to happen over and over again. but as soon as i realized what was going on and how dumb he actually was i left him. it was the best decision ive ever made and now i can move on with my life and now i actually listen to other peoples advice.

week 10

i think the other scary monsters celebrate halloween by scaring people. i think they steal candy from lil kids and think its funny and they jump out and scare lil kids because its entertaining. halloween isnt scary for them its funny because they are the ones scaring not being scared. although i think that some of the monsters try and scare the other monsters but in reality they are not scared because of how scary they are themselves. i also think that they gorge on food kinda like we would on thanksgiving or christmas but instead they do it during halloween. also i think that when it comes midnight that they go out and haunt cemeteries and then sit and have picnics with the dead. i have a crazy imagination but when i think of monsters i think of them every creatuire monster and ghost or haunted thing possible so theres a wide range of activities for them to do.

week 9

i like so many different movies but one of my favorites is pure country 2 the first time i saw it was when i got the movie as an Easter present and watched it that day. i love this movie because its a romantic movie yet very inspirational. it talks about never lying, always being faithful and never to break a promise. when she was a baby she was given a gift. it was an amazing voice to sing but she had to follow these rules. she became a famous singer in nashville but all of a sudden she lost her voice and couldnt sing. her record company dropped her because she couldnt sing. she broke the three rules and her gift was taken back from her. then once she realized she had to sing from her heart she was able to sing again but it wasnt the gift she had before until she showed how much love and care and passion she had then she was given the gift back and could sing again:)

week 8

i want my children to know that its okay to make mistakes because thats a part of life but then they need to turn around and make the right decisions. i want to make sure that my boys know how to treat a girl right. they need to know that cheating is not okay and that every girl should be treated like an angel. no matter who it is if a girl is with you and a group of guys you always buy their food. also i would want my kids to know that its okay to talk to me about everything. i was a teenager once and i know what it was like. although i will be very protective of my kids and prolly pretty strict i will also give them some freeedom. they need to know that drugs are not okay and either is peer pressure. i will make sure they never make fun a disabled kids and are the ones that stand up for them and others when needed. i know im not perfect and my kids wont be perfect either but i will do my best to teach them important life lessons and qualities to have.

week 7

i would live during the cowboy and indians era. i chose this era because when i was little me and my brother and cousins would always a game called cowboys and indians. the cowboys were good and the indians were bad. we would hide from each other and then chase each other down tackle them and tie them up then someone would have to come rescue the others without getting caught. we dressed up as the part and are weapons consisted of dart guns. no matter where you were shot you were wounded no one ever died. i was always the cowboy because i liked the outfits better although i never won the game.

week 6

i doodle on the occasion and usually its just of randomnous. i like to write my name in different ways and just make random words. different kinds of border lines are prolly my favorite. i love squiggly lines. sometimes im not very creative with my doodles but i just let my mind roam and think about everything. i overthink things often but when im doodling and thinking its just vague thoughts. i think my doodles sometimes bring out the randomnous in my personality and also the happiness. im a very outgoing excited talkative person yet layed back and try to be patient. so my doodles dont exactly describe my personality.

week 5

i think the future will be full of technological advancements. i think there will be a way to clean your house without actually working to do it.. i also think that there will be a way that we can auto steer cars like we do with tractors and farm equipment. i believe that our agriculture society will improve and make us more money by having more technological advancements meaning less workers. although at the same time once we start to get to many technological advancements our world will be so advanced that people will begin to lose jobs due to advancements taking them over and workers not being needed.

week 4

your life could go on forever with there being no days no years itd be like youd never age... although how would u ever knw when to meet someone cause these days we say meet me at 5 but if there was no time how would u plan to meet up with someone. i dont think i would like this just because i always wanna knw what time it is because it helps to get me on a schedule. although at the same time itd be nice when i was running behind if i could just stop and finish what i was doing and never be late. besides the being late part i dont mind having the clocks and things. in our society today we would be lost without times and days and things i think that no one would no what to do it would be hard to keep track of life and other events .

week 3

one of the craziest excuses i ever used was when my mom told me i needed to do the dishes but i told that my fingers were peeling and splitting open and it would burn if i got soap in it. and it worked to an extent until she told me that was fine but then i needed to fold the laundry and there was way more laundry than dishes. another excuse i used was when i was told i had to do horse chores and i was always afraid of them when i was little so i told them that they kept charging at me so when my brother got home he went and did them for me. most of my excuses work but most of the time they turn around and bite me in the butt. lol the most interesting and odd excuse that i can come up with right now is telling someone that i broke a nail so i cant type the rest of my blogs.

week 2

when i look at this inkblot i see many happy things and a couple things that just remind me of my self. in one of the pictures i see a goat which no i don't have goats but it reminds me of my farm life and agriculture background. i see corn and crops in a couple of them but then in others i see people dancing and full of happiness like a bit of the city life. i enjoy both sides of my personality. at the same time i see wierd things like spiders and creepy things which doesnt really remind me of myself in any way. but it relates to my brain injury with me seeing creepy things and scary things. this shows alot about me but i would never think about it this way without having to do this blog so thank you for teaching how to look at myself in different ways.

week 1

i am looking forward to my senior year but at the same time i could have used a couple extra weeks of summer. i only have 4 classes this year because i am doing coop. i will be working for my parents and maybe find another job as the year goes on. i love my intro to art class i think its one of my easier classes just because its something i enjoy to do. one of my harder classes will be mass media or spanish. i do enjoy my spanish class though. senior seminar will be a class that i will much need in the long run but at the same time i feel like its gonna be a class that drags on. but for the most part i believe this is gonna be a great year.